A negative and empty space.. The notch towards the journey..

Hiyah bloggers. So sorry if i had inked my spot so late. As always, i had been lost for quite some time now. I'm trying to go back to my old self though. Oh well, just wish i could do it right this time as this is gonna be my bazillion time to renew myself again. Well, what's new to Amy? Same old, same old dim-witted girl. I'm actually nervous while writing this right now coz lots will critic and give awful side comments which I'm not sure if i can surely take. I mean i can but maybe not everything especially from those who are clever ones compared to me whose acting like one though not really sure if she is or if she is capable or is really one of them bright ones. Well, what the heck? And what in the world am i doing, talking to myself and criticizing my own words and work???!!! Cheese it Amy..!
Haayyy.. Don't know what to do with myself anymore. I got such a low self-esteem. Could somebody help me renew myself? I'm still starting yet i don't even know which path to take. It's like i lost my map maladroitly coz i get too excited and clumsy and all. And now, I'm lost with nothing but pain, regret and shame. You just don't have any idea how those feel.
K guys. If you have time, just send them advices coz i'm really gonna be needing them for sure.
Alright. I think that's about it for now. I'll just add up some when i'm not that preoccupied no more. Take care and God bless you all mighty bloggers. Mwahhh... Ciao ciao... :)